Though we fight, my love is always there..Hepi Father's Day

Perhaps we'll never understand each other. Loving doesn't mean that we agree. If that were so, then I would say, why bother? But there are things I know I'll never see. I'm sure your heart knows what I don't yet know: The pain of loving a reluctant son; The anger, coming fast and building slow, Of being helpless to control someone. You want only that I grow up right, But you know what right is, and I still don't. I have to learn to wield my inner light, And if I follow yours, well, then I won't. I'm sorry for the anger in the air; Though we fight, my love is always there. happy father's day my dearest father.

Mr. Hamdan B. Abu Talib

:)

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Ibu...Abah...tnggu ana blk ok...:)

M-O-T-H-E-R

dear mom,

sorry cz lmbt buat post ni...2 3 hari ni agak bz sikit setelakn masalah tiket...really sorry mom.. tapi abu bakar dah nyanyi untuk ibu kan hari tu...hahha..pape pun, kat bawah ni, 1 poem khas untuk ibu...bnyk tny org ni nk buat poem ni ..haaa....ok bu...happy mother'day..:0

M - O - T - H - E - R
"M" is for the million things she gave me,
"O" means only that she's growing old,
"T" is for the tears she shed to save me,
"H" is for her heart of purest gold;
"E" is for her eyes, with love-light shining,
"R" means right, and right she'll always be,
Put them all together, they spell
"MOTHER,"
A word that means the world to me.

:)